emily wrote:the fact that I leave work and have no obligations for that evening. When I was in school I just constantly felt like I had to be doing something (or in my case, was avoiding doing something).
I have been in this boat for three and a half years now. I think I got spoiled in high school because I was in "honors" classes but I never had to do any work outside of school except for the occasional paper or diorama.
Anyway, I worked full-time this summer (and last) and really really enjoyed the freedom of coming home and not having to think about what I didn't get done at work that day. Part of it may be that my current job is really low-stress (because all of my bosses have quit and so there's only 2 people to give me work instead of

, but it makes college seem so much more terrible. Do I love Computer Science? Yes. Do I love it enough to spend all day going to class and then all night trying to get a stupid project to work that doesn't even do anything or help anyone? No.
I'm really really looking forward to graduating next spring and having some free time.