February 15th 1978
The past 24 hours has been the most confusing time in my life. Jenny came back to Greenbow and lived with me for quite some time. We was like a family. I figured since we was already like family we should get married. I told Jenny but she just laughed. I swear to God if she laughs in my face one more time I'm going to (diverts to dark scribbles and holes from what seems like the pen being stabbed into the notebook). If that weren't enough she snuck into my bedroom and gave me the VIP treatment! Well I guess I'm not complaining about that so much. But I am pretty pissed off that she just left without telling me. What the hell is she doing? Why shake my bones and then just leave all of a sudden? Was it that bad? I'm sure it was bad but what was she expecting? I finished after touching her boob in college. For her to even get her nightgown on the floor was a miracle. I don't get women. I'm going to go outside for a bit. Maybe go for a jog. |